Tuesday, November 10, 2009
its really not easy u know...
i think i need more time,i need a rest from everything now...
but now is nt the right time...
i will pull through everything right???
i think i need more time,i need a rest from everything now...
but now is nt the right time...
i will pull through everything right???
what we could have been, 10:40 PM.
10% of life is made up of wat happen to you , 90% of life is decided by how you react.
so many "surprise" tdy.
if i got heart attack i will surely die frm it but watever its all over. :)
to make the best out of the worse suituation.
to trust during times where everythings seems fake.
to hav hope when things seems hopeless.
to love when hatred seems to fill the hearts.
to be positive during the most negative times.
i will carry on wit what i should aft i wake up tml.:)
i wasted tdy already,i will nt waste another tdy.
and i havin prac test NEXT WEEK.
so fast! is like i jus started sch huh!!
but i so goin make sure i am confident in ALL 4 SKILLS!:D
i DON WAN to fail prac test agn.
i will die.LOL!
some simple simple words can really make me SMILE during the darkest times.:)
THANKS! :D
so many "surprise" tdy.
if i got heart attack i will surely die frm it but watever its all over. :)
to make the best out of the worse suituation.
to trust during times where everythings seems fake.
to hav hope when things seems hopeless.
to love when hatred seems to fill the hearts.
to be positive during the most negative times.
i will carry on wit what i should aft i wake up tml.:)
i wasted tdy already,i will nt waste another tdy.
and i havin prac test NEXT WEEK.
so fast! is like i jus started sch huh!!
but i so goin make sure i am confident in ALL 4 SKILLS!:D
i DON WAN to fail prac test agn.
i will die.LOL!
some simple simple words can really make me SMILE during the darkest times.:)
THANKS! :D
what we could have been, 1:09 AM.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
BNCO 09 , theory day 1
hmmm. it was ok i guess.
but i donno why all the trainers + officers are sooo very tired aft everything.:x
we are like half dead.
and then had 1hr debrief.
i was already stoning away liao. but i did listen la.:)
seeing juniors in the course is a gift to me.
at least i know why i am here in the course. :D
of cos that not the only reason why i am helpin out in the course la.
but i guess its quite tough to them la, cos DM is adrian sir(he remind me of aaron being RSM like 4yrs ago in bnco).
that what plant the fear of not seein any of them for the next course day.
but i hope ner nu er n qian ai is right, they will still come.
this course day i am wit my s2 the whole time in the room.
not like last time goin around talkin to the committee.
nad say i like wierd wierd de. LOL.
i do realise it myself la. :x
but i feel bad to leave my ppl in the room.
i will walk around more ok?:)
talked to a few ppl i haven't had the chance to talk to.
it was great:) thanks:)
at least i know i am not the only one thinkin that way i guess.
aft tt had celebration at hougang mall for nad advance bday n chel belated bday.:)
hope they like it.
its good tt most of us gather tgt agn.:)
tdy is home!
yay!
finally can study! :)
hmmm. it was ok i guess.
but i donno why all the trainers + officers are sooo very tired aft everything.:x
we are like half dead.
and then had 1hr debrief.
i was already stoning away liao. but i did listen la.:)
seeing juniors in the course is a gift to me.
at least i know why i am here in the course. :D
of cos that not the only reason why i am helpin out in the course la.
but i guess its quite tough to them la, cos DM is adrian sir(he remind me of aaron being RSM like 4yrs ago in bnco).
that what plant the fear of not seein any of them for the next course day.
but i hope ner nu er n qian ai is right, they will still come.
this course day i am wit my s2 the whole time in the room.
not like last time goin around talkin to the committee.
nad say i like wierd wierd de. LOL.
i do realise it myself la. :x
but i feel bad to leave my ppl in the room.
i will walk around more ok?:)
talked to a few ppl i haven't had the chance to talk to.
it was great:) thanks:)
at least i know i am not the only one thinkin that way i guess.
aft tt had celebration at hougang mall for nad advance bday n chel belated bday.:)
hope they like it.
its good tt most of us gather tgt agn.:)
tdy is home!
yay!
finally can study! :)
what we could have been, 1:48 PM.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
6 nov is a crazy day for me.
slp at 2++ last night n wake up at 7am
go help out at the inter UG amazing race frm hort park to kent ridge park.
to NP to collect bnco course manual.
to XM to put course manual.
to hq to buy accessories.
actually needa go back hss agn to do the FA kits.
but lucky nerissa settled for me:)
so i head home.
do this n tt.
email this n that.
ask for meetin dates for a few stuff.
so many many to do. HAHA! nt stress up:) jus was so tired but mind refuse to stop workin. :x
but happy all the ppl i need to work wit is supportive.
all are happily offering to help me.
THANKS!:D
it keeps me motiviated!
then the SHOCK!
i wasn't able to focus on work for like 1hr ++.
but i am happy tt everything is fine already , safe n sound.
and now i guess i need some slp or else tml i so goin to die.
its all abt trust , n i trust u!:)
slp at 2++ last night n wake up at 7am
go help out at the inter UG amazing race frm hort park to kent ridge park.
to NP to collect bnco course manual.
to XM to put course manual.
to hq to buy accessories.
actually needa go back hss agn to do the FA kits.
but lucky nerissa settled for me:)
so i head home.
do this n tt.
email this n that.
ask for meetin dates for a few stuff.
so many many to do. HAHA! nt stress up:) jus was so tired but mind refuse to stop workin. :x
but happy all the ppl i need to work wit is supportive.
all are happily offering to help me.
THANKS!:D
it keeps me motiviated!
then the SHOCK!
i wasn't able to focus on work for like 1hr ++.
but i am happy tt everything is fine already , safe n sound.
and now i guess i need some slp or else tml i so goin to die.
its all abt trust , n i trust u!:)
what we could have been, 12:02 AM.
Thursday, November 5, 2009
deleted. cool-ed down.
i should think in ur shoes.
day out wit jes n ester was awesome.
MY SISTER'S KEEPER made me tear.
*thumb up* a very nice show!
SEOUL GARDEN was great!
2hrs of chatting & eating:)
took photos! ester will upload in fb!
thx jes for acc-ing me to hq! :)
i should think in ur shoes.
day out wit jes n ester was awesome.
MY SISTER'S KEEPER made me tear.
*thumb up* a very nice show!
SEOUL GARDEN was great!
2hrs of chatting & eating:)
took photos! ester will upload in fb!
thx jes for acc-ing me to hq! :)
what we could have been, 8:13 PM.
13th Nov faster come:)
cos its SGH interview!
the person called me tdy.
was nt on time to sch.
cos med make me so tired tt i cant wake up on time tdy:(
had headache n flu while in sch.
nv take med cos didnt wan to fall aslp.
presentation was ok.
mr Ismail said my voice was soft.
its cos i am sick:x
eye contact wise is i think is my fault.
but its ok!
guess overall its ok la.
tml is day out wit ester n jes!:)
shan nt joinin us:(
i goin wear SKIRT! :x
but i cant wait to watch "my sister's keeper" & chill wit 2 babes:)
cos its SGH interview!
the person called me tdy.
was nt on time to sch.
cos med make me so tired tt i cant wake up on time tdy:(
had headache n flu while in sch.
nv take med cos didnt wan to fall aslp.
presentation was ok.
mr Ismail said my voice was soft.
its cos i am sick:x
eye contact wise is i think is my fault.
but its ok!
guess overall its ok la.
tml is day out wit ester n jes!:)
shan nt joinin us:(
i goin wear SKIRT! :x
but i cant wait to watch "my sister's keeper" & chill wit 2 babes:)
Labels: hate it cos i am one tt make things happen nt wait for things to happen.
what we could have been, 12:21 AM.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
i hate the feelin of waiting for things to happen!..
what we could have been, 1:07 PM.
